Back to the Future: 2

(Update story to: Back to the Future: https://www.lockdownlovestories.com/stories/back-to-the-future

I should have said yes that night.

We’re still here, still in the same loop. You’re becoming more and more dismissive, cold, harsh. You’re someone I don’t recognise anymore. My feelings don’t count, you don’t make time to understand why I’m upset but blame me for the negativity. You hide, ignore my messages, reject my feelings, dismiss what I’ve said. You put no effort in. How is it my fault for the negativity?

It is my fault for staying. It is my fault for not saying yes or staying away from you. It is my fault for living in hope that the person I fell in love with, the person I thought was my future, my best friend, my safe space, still exists.

I don’t want to let who you were go, but who you are is breaking me.

I should have said yes, at least then I would have been able to think of you fondly.